I feel such pain, anxiety and depression.
I know this is not Your will for me, and yet my mind is held in chains by fear and paranoia.
I surrender my life, right now to You.
Take the entire mess, all of it, now too complicated to explain to anyone but known by You in each detail.
Do what I cannot do.
Lift me up.
Give me a new chance.
Show me a new light.
Make me a new person.
This depression frightens me.
Please bring me peace.
Marianne Williamson from "Illuminata"